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This past week at youth was just about the same as always, I just want and hung out with the teens, I really think at times if I am doing any good going for all I do is just go and talk with teens about nothing that really madders, and then now with my foot that i really cant do much with them. So this week I seat at a table and a few of the teens came over and we talked and hung out and I do fill as if I am getting to know them and they are trusting me more but I really don’t do anything that I fill like I am making a difference.
I still don’t fill as if I know where my place is in the group and I wish that I could find where I belong.
What I did
This week I just hung out with the teens and inside at one of the tables and then outside some also, this week again because of my foot I had to stet at the back and was not able to really interact with the teens.
PERSONAL
Sunday was very different for me when my alarm want off I really did not want to get up and go I keep thinking that oh I could just miss this week and not go and it would not really make that big of a deference, but I did get up and go and as I though I really did not do much, I have enjoyed working there this semester but I don’t know if I will help out next year for I really fill as if I am just going to hang out and I really wish that I could do more, for this whole semester I have not had one time that I have talked about God with any of the teens and it is not because I just have not but there really has not been any time that I felt that I could have. I don’t know but I am ready for something new.
SUN 10:30 - 12
Hey I hear you man, that's never a fun feeling, but I know you are making a difference in these kid's lives. At least they know you and feel comfortable talking to you. It could be easy to try to chalk up this semester there as a loss, but I know that you were at least a positive presence in their lives.
ReplyDeleteTrust me, I know the feeling of feeling like you aren't doing anything, which is kind of why I went to another church. Just pray and ask God where He wants you
Can i just say i am so glad that there are people out there that even though they don't feel like getting up, they do anyway! Good for you tim. Even when you are in a church that you like there will be days that you just dont want to go, you wont FEEL like being there but God hasn't called us to a life of "feeling good all the time" I am sure God will honor you for keeping your word! But i know it does really suck.
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